was v upset abt tht frigging math test results :(( oh well. whtevr. got over it.

bestie+nana ! thanks for cheering me up la. and my dsf too. :)) and mina . xin . dinah, thanks for your sweet note :)

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mugging season is here. actually its been in the air for qt some tym alr. ahh !! getting stressed. reallyreally hope i dnt fail my math too badly !! despise stupid math. it always pulls evrything dwn !!

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nth much happened. the daily routine - school, waiting for recess to arrive, thn anticipating for sch to end, thn going hme/school to study. studied in sch ytd ! my sis is a genius :D amazed at her transformation !!

oh ! and my supposed gay daddy, mina and les mum, tingx, got married. da+i were the flower girls and my sis+dinah+wyn were the err, witnesses ! they did exchange rings - lollipop rings, tht is.

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bestie
hey girl. dont get too stressed alryt ? silly girl. its nt the o's or anything. youre gonna collapse whn its the o's if you get so easily stressed !! and i hope evrything's good. you knw wht i mean. and rply my msg !! you gu pi girl ! snt you smth interesting. hee :D

decided to come blog agn since i had to wait for my bloody hair to dry and also cos i hate the hair dryer.

ws bathing whn i suddnly thot of poor mina lying face dwn on the ground after my attempt to er, carry her. -hides- sorry !! but it ws really funny :D and she stayed there for a good 2minutes sumore. so all of us were basically laughing at her fallen back. teehee ! guess she fell front and was too tired to turn ovr. realised tht it ws qt fun tdy :))

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realysed i forgot to emphasize on my study session w nana+reenx on thurs !! :D we finally studied togth !! and evryone's still as corny as before :)) miss the sec2 days. just one year and suddnly nana is the math expert -winks-

just rched hme.

my gbk's lyk damn stale !! -screws nose- i shall assure myself tht ths is the case bcos its the exam period !! -nods- heh. havnt bn onlyn for a few days. managed to keep my paws off the comp !! lyk finally. heh.

nth much happned these few days -- just studied ard pretty much :)) in school and all. oh ! went sakae ytd. had buffet. cos we used the comp to order the food, it took a really long tym n we kpt ordering ovr n ovr agn..in the end all the orders cme at the sme tym and our table was super loaded !! and we heard tht thrs ths rule tht if we dnt finish evrything, we'd we fined. so funny tingx was lyk gorging herself w all the food and trying her best to make the most out of her 16bucks of sushi. heh. did 2.5pges of the mole 10yr series and got darn fed up. evryone was scrming and shouting ._. only da was quietly at the corner popping the beans outta the sprouts [eww !! who eats that ?!!], contented. so cutee !! :D heh. anws, just wna thank tingx : for tching me tht moley crap :)) at least a knw a bit more nw. and m sorry if i screamed at you !! was not in the ryt state of mind at tht tym !! you knw how we both get easily pissed whn doing math and stuff.. -guilty pout-

anws wnt wyn's hse tdy. studied tht teeny weeny lil bit !! ._. her house is totally nt a ideal place to study !! evrything is a distraction evn tho thr aint anything to entertain us [n w/o her bro's singing ths tym] !! dnt knw whts wrong either. evn my sheet of rules didnt work. it says no talking on ths huge sign tht i drew and thr r some lil details. we did abide by it for lyk 1/2 an hour, tho. drank liquor and i dnt understnd why i seem to be drunk to thm. just spilt a great deal of the stuff on my jkt. and maybe on the floor ? and the table ? and on the chem booklet ? and laughing a lil loudly ? -grumbles- evn wnt to the extent of calling my sis n informing her !! ._. and yea, im the wall :( suffering frm ths horrible sprain on my right leg nw. err, fell frm the stairs cos it was pitch dark and i missed the last step. so embarrassing !! hahaha suddnly remembered abt tht pants aka carpet thing. saw ths big cloth thingie outsyd the loo ground and da+i thot it was for us to wipe our feet. turned out to be a pair of pants !! luckily we didnt wipe our feet on it.

no toilet trips ths tym -winks-

oh ! had my choc frappe :D and bought princess diaries 5 ! and shopaholic :)) shall restrict myself frm reading thm or else i wldnt b revising at all.

gay papa ! youre really gayish ya knw ? nt living up to your namesake at all ._. and fling ! you aint fling-ish either. and my twin ! :(( big bullies --

'off to wash up and hobble to bed !!
\\ snores

woohoo!! ha ehh?? hw cme u grt e draft thin? o no!! kena caught red handd tt i invaded. haa. still wonderin which prt o me bcme more kiddo!! signs. thot ppl grow 2 lk more matured wit age?? xception herre. ha. anws we r finishin our sis bk soon! yays!! tink we gta go gt a really nice bk dis tym rd. tt wn ish jus lyk sme rag lorr wit sme am notes in front?! ha. alrites invasion tym ish limitd. gtg. zooms --

'ser.

haha. just nw tht dog thing ws horrifying ! ppl should be sued if they laugh at victims lyk us ._. -sings holland v song while you do the dance- :D

whoopee !! back from tuition. finally bought my ralph lauren perfume !! hee ! happyhappy.
the miniature's damn cute bt many shops dnt sell it :(

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my sis is positively the cutest person alive !! gawd. shes my cutiepie ! :)

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forgot to blog abt my err, lunch. was waiting for tingx's driver and we wnta tht tau huay shop. ate the soya milk thing w the tang yuan w peanuts !! yummy :))
still played w the ants on the walls. heh. tried to scare them with our hands' shadows. and they really stop there unmoving till you move away ! ._.

have decided tht mondays are my fave days :))
tingx+i share a new crush ! but its damn impractical. heh.
but thts wht crushes r supp to be ryt ?
impractical and everything.

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grr. cant watch holland v today cos got tuition !! and ths is the bloody episode whn jingjing tells xiaoxin [cute !] whether she marries him ! ._. hmrpfs. just read some stuff abt arguementative writing in epebble. and it wasnt v useful excpt for the TASTE thing ?!

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yins is flabbergasted w the msn color thing. shes bn trying to change to light pink for an hour and all she gets is peach ! ._.

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why is everything so boring nowadays ?
-sigh- shall go eat dinner.

feeling kinda quiz-ish today so here i am (:

just finished one pathetic chapt of chem and had dinner. chickn mccrispy. my fave !! :D -licks fingers- but my mum says theyre gna stp selling mccrispy soon :( so all fellow mccrispy lovers, go grab your final mccrispy ! heh.

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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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how come evryone who does ths gets 16 yrs old ?!

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You're goin' down! FOR STALKING!
Please rate if you liked!


What Would You Go to Jail For? (Many outcomes)
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heh. ths one's corny.

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Power Rangers Movie!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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jeez ! -screws face- im not a kid !

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Legardored is your Vampire name.
You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
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What is your Vampire name?
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hee !

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Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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ha.

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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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mm. how come its different from tht tym i did it ?

and whn i do it agn, its..


cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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-raises eyebrws- back to wht it was the first tym i did it. weird.

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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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okayy enough of quizzes. gna bathe and find smth else to do. heh.

stop asking why.
think about yourself.
maybe its you who just have no time for me anymore.

is it me or does blogger haf ths new device ? ths draft+change tym+date thingie appears.

oh anws, end of sch hols ! :(( didnt do much work. depressing. -sigh- my sis has suddnly transformed into some superb hardworking soul, mking me feel bad for slacking !! gna go cram some chem in my brain cells l8rs.

was channel switching last nyt..kpt switching frm 5 to 8 and 8 to 5..chan 5 had wwe summer slam ! gawd. cant believe stupid kurt angle defeated brock lesnar twice !! sheesh. bloody kurt angle. anws ths lavendar shw ws up on chan 8. by kelly chen+takeshi kaneshiro ! my gawd. hes damn cute. hee :D got an eyeful.

yins msged me telling me hw high the energy concert ws ytd ._. cld evn hear her screaming and screeching all the way thru my mobile. not to forget her famous jumps whn shes she super duper excited. bt toro wsnt thr ! :( and tht fact doesnt intrigue my excitement ovr thm anm. oh well.

hmm ! bestie's supp to be back today !! :D hope she msges me lyk she promised. lyf is superb boring w/o her. esp whn evryone else is busy doing their thing -looks at dsf and sis and all my energy fanatic friends- and w nobdy to amuse me and arouse my excitement ovr..some topics :))

shld i change my layout ? not tht i haf tym for it anws -frowns-

rainy rainy day againn.

Last night I saw you the first time since we broke
I tell you baby it all came back to me
When I looked into your eyes there was something more
That I never really noticed before
Could it be?
That I was wrong
I was so wrong
When I realized
And turned around and you were gone
If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It hurts so much
I want to tell you I changed for you
But I don't know what to say or do
We grew apart but I still want you in my heart
I believe it's time to make a new start
Could it be that I was wrong
And I was so wrong
When I realized and turned around and you were gone

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

It's a thing
I want you
I want you back
Will you turn around and walk away
From me
It's a shame
I want you back
With me
Believe

If I say I want you back
Would you turn around and say you want me too
'Cause I say I want you back
This time I really mean it

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you really want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (Want you back)
And if you say you want me too (I need you by my side)

And if I say I want you back (I want you back)
And if you say you want me too (Do you want me too?)

And if I say I want you back (Baby, I want you baby)
And if you say you want me too (I want you too, I want you baby, do you want me too?)

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You were my first slow dance
Thouht that we had a chance
But together it was too hard for you
Hanging out with your friends
And I accepted things
All I need is for you to be true
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart
Baby I don't feel this way about everyone
Something about you boy
Nothing seems to be quite this
Holding your hand
Touching my face
Standing here waiting for our first kiss
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart
Quit breaking my heart
I know you care
But it's just not fair
When you're not around I want you there
And I need you to stop breaking my heart...
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing apart
All I need is for you to be true
Quit breaking my heart
It's tearing us apart
Baby quit breaking my heart



heh. mandy moore frenzy. her old songs.

didnt want to come onlyn but came anws for bestie's sake :)

bestie hey girl !! i missed you so much !! yikes. hw's shanghai ? things r kinda boring here. sorry didnt come onlyn just nw..was at da's hse. evryone ard here is basically missing you too :)) your wife [mina], who you left behind, is er, whining away abt hw you didnt take responsiblity for your deed. left irritating da+i to add to her troubles. hee. didnt really study much in the end !! ._. nvm. got 2 study sessions tomms+thurs w diff ppl. hopefully can get dwn to work. ooh i miss you !! -hugs tightly- you owe me a real one whn sch reopens, huang shang'r ! :D

okay since im onlyn shall just blog too. had physics remedial. and my sis+i are really dumb, i tell you ._. her math remedial actually begins at 9 and she happily said it was at 8 !! -growls- mde all of us wake up earlier ! and me evn worse. found out tht no physics lessons actually exists. its only for remedial ppl -faints flat on floor-

wenta da's cozy house w mina[esp the loo -winks- which i went lyk at least 10 tyms. think im having some bladder prob !! ._. ] had some kinda movie marathon. hee. 10 things i hate abt you was nice ! da lyks the er, loserfied guy's friend, cameron :) wnted to watch the eng versh of the ring tht her thai whtevr guy had but it turned out to be audible in thai only !! and obv we dont understnd nuts abt thai. ended up watching the eye agn. oh wells. whr the hell is a walk to remember ?!! hmphs. anws, gonna have study sessions tomms. and thurs w nana, ree. hope ths works out. hmm. off to watch nightmare on elm street 4 !! :D

stephsteph !! wht on earth is tht thing tht you cant tell me ?!! -frowns till mouth drops on floor- okay tht was kinda stupid but anws, whts w the suspense !?! hmprfs. tell me ths instant !! msg me k ?-eyes steph suspiciously- oh, and whn r we gna study togth ?!! hopefully the exams havnt ended by thn. heh. loveya ! :D

whee ! spent 3hours typing e.lit and ss notes. nt counting the 2hours i spent typing some more e.lit notes ytd. dying le ._.
seriously gonna die frm excess reading just on that sub alone. 44pages of notes ! O_o gonna end up wearing one of those thick and blackish specs that has millions of visible circles on the lens. maybe i'll end up as an owl and perch on your shoulder.

haha okay exaggerating la. only my first day nerding for the exams. -sings 'im a survivor' song-

my mum thinks that her loud voice is a blessing bcos its highly possible for her to join the navy and command people. and also bcos she manages to wake me up from my beauty sleep just by talking on the phone on the kitchen. which is really far away from my room.

-yawns-

'off to eat lunch then study chem+physics.
ahh ! am i allowed to have a life ?!
all i do is eat, sleep, study watch tv and go out for bfast+dinner w my family ._. oh and occasional study sessions

i swear, im gonna enjoy myself fully after the exams.

listening to the cd tht my sis burnt for at*. it took her more than a month before she finally got one that she liked !! ._. by thn the anni's alr ovr. bt anyhows, shes giving it to him ths mth. w echo. which ws qt nice.

wenta tht rsaf thing on friday. wht a gr8 way to spend the last day of school. man. our poor class got stranded at tht bloody place for an hour or so waiting for tht frigging driver. i doubt he even passed his license. probably a phony one. and we were laughed by two bloody schools cos we boarded the wrong bus twice !! argh. nt lyk its our fault tht drivers cnt even distinct btwn girls and boys !! two diff bus drivers came driving toward us, claiming they were here to fetch us and got us all happy and cheering+whopping away whn it turned out they were supp to fetch some mixed sch ppl. how embarassing. it was boring anws. walked ard, complained abt the load of our bags, sat ard, took some horrible pics. was frigging hot. highlight of the day : sat on ths airplane thts worth 65million bucks ! sheesh. was lyk sitting in a room made of gold.

just had a heated arguement w my mum+sis abt tht he yao shan singer. were basically bitching abt how she doesnt deserve the trophies at the hit awards ._. pls la. her singing is totally gross and she doesnt haf the x factor. sister thinks she most prob bought her stupid trophy.

sigh. finals in a month or so. so damn dead. still failing math lyk nobody's business. maybe its cos ive nvr bothered to do any practice since the beginning of the year, but still. its not like we're gonna do those stupid complicated formulas when we grow up cos all we ever need is basic calculator skills to count money ? -growls- shall go do my notes now.
sigh sigh sigh.
ewaioyhgiregklsxnfiowdhgas. growls.

You can change your life
(if you wanna)
You can change your clothes
(if you wanna)
If can change your mind
Well that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

Ha!
Okay

You can say you're bored
(If you wanna)
You could act real tough
(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
You won't see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

If you're over me
I'm already over you
If it's all been done
What is left to do
How can you hang up
If the line is dead
If you wanna walk out
I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on
I'm already gone
If the light is off
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)

If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
Thats already flown away
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be ok

Ichi - "That one with wisdom"
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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I never believed in dreamin'
It never got me very far
I never believed that love could find me
Like an arrow through the heart
I never believed in miracles
Or building castles in the air
Not until that day I found you
Turned around and you were there
From the day you came you gave me
A whole new point of view
I've been touched by an angel
It's impossible but true

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last for always

I never believed in fairy tales
Though sometimes I wish I could
I never believed that golden slippers
Could ever find the perfect foot
I never believed in magic
Or that wishes could come true
But your very first kiss changed all this
Something only you could do
You make me a believer
You made me trust again
You showed me there's a pot of gold
At every rainbow's end

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last for always

Only love
Sets you free
And if it's up to fate
Then you’re my destiny
Now I know
Now I see
Anything can happen
If you just believe

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last for always

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last for always

I believe in you
I swear that forever from today
No one will ever take your place
I believe in you
And I believe our love will last for always

watched pirates of the caribbean !! really good :) johnny depp is the coolest guy ever. orlando bloom has really piercing deep eyes and keira knightley's super pretty..and the movie has a fantastic plot !! -nods-

'sup w the energy craze ?! my class is totally swept away !!

am gonna make full use of my tym to study ! yes. plan to mug lyk a nerd ._. hope i can carry out my plan !! shant town tht often anymore. -grim nod- shall go to the damn epebble and get the timetable.

the thing about st marg's ppl is tht they are absolutely insecure abt themselves and tht causes them to think tht every single joke / talk among the public around them is always about them. and this sparks off a need to call the innocent bitches / sluts. since when is it against the law to laugh or even talk ? its not like there's much to talk about them. we have a life, you know. we say what we like to say ; we laugh what we find is funny. mind your own business, assholes. shant waste any much more of my energy typing about a bunch of losers.

anyhows, towned w tingx today !! was really fun. hee. when is it not ? :D shopped a whole lot -giggles- and took neos and nerded [?!]
wnted to watch freaky friday, but didnt. ended up slacking in cine and talking / laughing our time away for an hour or so till her driver came. oh ! reminded me of smth totally dumb. her driver cldnt stop at the roadside of cine cos it was busy at that time but we thot it was stopping so we were kind of strolling to the car but it was slowly accelerating as it moved away at the same tym and soon, we found ourselves running after the car in the middle of the road !! ._. many other corny encounters [as usual]

what a rainy day.

I don't like to assume, it makes an ass out of "u" and "me"

how optimistic / pessimistic are you ?



You're pretty optimistic, but you've got a good dash of realism. The world isn't a vale of tears, but it's not the Good Ship Lollipop, either.

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wend, your true color is Brown!

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver.

Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

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BROWN ?! sheesh !

if you had once been a loose string, now it was a full hanging string, capable of pulling everything apart with one good tug

been feeling really weird today ._.

the typical day i get when i slp at 12+ the night before and wake up at 7am the following morning cos i cant get back to sleep. very weird indeed. spent hours in the library doing weird things. anyhows, my whole afternoon was spent being mummy's girl ; buying groceries w her, lunching and well, stuff. finally done w steph's letter..its 5 pages long !! and 3pages haf really mini-sized fonts..tho the first two pges' were enormous. heh. steph ! hope youre happy with ths !! :))

IM-ed tingx the whole night ytd :) tho we were both weirdly depressed at the beginning, somehow things liven up and it was lyk the old tyms agn. miss you, girl !! :D towning w tingx tomms !! pumped abt it :D

havnt gone out w carol+xin+qing+the rest for sometime, tho. and they arent in my gbks too !! whr art thou, ppl ?!

i cant sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie, without you
i cant breathe
when my heart is broken in two
theres no beat
without you
youre not gone, but youre not here